Section 11:Lines of 《L》--Let the darkness be prepared
(1) One extreme line of 《L》--No light in future for me to have my own opinions.
Therefore, I dare not assume that being of God. Instead, what I've put position into the best and into the source of truth is, all of the working of the guardian spirit/mind.
And I'm credulous because the guardian spirit that has entrapped with dreams, then my opinion has false, that I have all of these, such as senses, blood, flesh, eyes and hands. and However, it's certain that the opinion IS INSIDE (OF) ME, it makes no difference, no matter how deverly/skillfully anyone deceives me.
Though trapped, swayed or bound people indulge leisurely & gladly in (many)
fantacies/fantacy with closing their eyes, our future is passing without light
(brightness).
(2) The other extreme line of 《L》--Living in darkness
Therefore, what I'm gonna dare (to) assume is not God as the best, but some stingy guardian spirit. About heaven'n'sky, air'n'atmosphere, earth'n'lands, colors, figure'n'shapes, and sound, including with noise'n'voice, I would have some impression, but no matter how (however) I have considered myself, as if I don't (a person who does not) have a hand, or as if, without an eye, without flesh, without blood, without any senses.
Thus, there's a case that I ain't competent (able) to recognize something true. And, even if not such a guardian spirit, I wonder, whoever deceiving me might be able to impose or force something to me.
But Anyway, it'll make a hard time for me to live & attempt this.(I'll have a hard time with living & attempting this.) Because, when doubtfully I begin to wonder if I'm asleep, I'm afraid of (it's me to afraid of) waking up.
Already, the difficalty, like darkness, which have been already filed(?), is hard to be solved, but our future is passing in this dark difficulty.
(3) The moderate line of 《L》--No matter how lazy dudes have fun ...
Therefore, I dare not assume that being of God as the best. Some(A) miserly
guardian spirit has the supreme competence and skill, and apparently seems to deceive me. If everything outside me is nothing but(nothing less than) the taunts of dreams, No matter how I've considered myself, as if, (can I be like) I don't(a person who does not) have a hand, or as if, without an eye, without flesh, without blood, without any senses.
Then, in this meditation, I decide to stay calmly, and with false things, I'm confronted and going to disagree. No matter how (However) efficiently anyone deceives me, I'll be careful in my firm mind.
Otherwise (Or else), some kind of laziness makes me (pull) back to the habit of life. Since trapped, swayed or bound people, perhaps in sleep, had enjoyed in the freedom of just drawn feelings, they are afraid of being(to be) awakened, then if I do just as that, naturally I'd (be to) retire among the old opinions.
Our future is passing, Not to struggle with awakeness continued & dropped in our calm repose.
produced & draft by K. masamix as the SHYNAMITES/La CHENAMITOJ